Baby

Baby,
As for now, u are but a hope! And I romanticize you, to be the man of my dream. Sometimes I get confused, as to what the love for a man should be? But He's helping me understand my narrow little filter...and its that, I need for you to settle for 2nd best, but next to none but Him. And I in return want to be second best to none other than Him. If you've come this far, I hope you mean it in the correct light! Please note that, none of these is going to make us any fairer by the yardstick of mortals, but its only His eyes that I seek...and I hope you come from the same realm!

Baby,
I covet that face of yours! Those eyebrows remind me of warriors, those that defend the Divine creed. And although your speech and our conversations are filled with satires, I hope they are but a shell to a gentle heart. I want you to love Him baby, and after Him, me! I need for you to understand, that this is the filter!

Baby,
I want you to defend Him and His loved ones, because by you doing that, you're defending me, and I want to be defended, for I cannot rise in the front lines and so I need for you to represent me. Make me a house baby, under His shade, for no palm trees would ever do, and I don't settle for second bests! I want a house, for me and you, one that shall last for eternity.

Ameen.

I need a muse!

But why do mortals never cease to disappoint?

Just a week back, thought I found one,
Alas,
Reality caught up!

A question for the void...Is it me? Am I the problem?